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Saturday, November 23, 2024
Days Outside Of Time (TOTR 482)
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Saturday, November 16, 2024
You Gotta Sin To Be Saved - A Maria McKee Retrospective (TOTR 481)
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-originally aired on WTTU 88.5 FM The Nest on Saturday, November 16, 2024
-includes an interview with Maria McKee on the occasion of the album Viva Lone Justice, new/old/vault/field recordings, released on October 25, 2024, recorded by video call on November 6, 2024. -listen to the audio archive HERE. 2024 - Viva Lone Justice
You Possess Me
Rattlesnake Mama
Skull & Cross Bones
1989 - Maria McKee -self titled
This Property Is Condemned
Panic Beach
1993 - You Gotta Sin To Get Saved
My Girlhood Among The Outlaws
2020 - La Vita Nuova
Page of Cups
Just Want To Know If You’re Alright
2005 - Peddlin Dreams
People In The Way
Barstool Blues
Season of the Fair
2007 - Late December
One Eye On The Sky (One On The Grave)
Shelter (Live)
1986 - Shelter (as Lone Justice)
Wheels
Dixie Storms
1993 - You Gotta Sin To Get Saved
You Gotta Sin To Get Saved
1985 -Lone Justice self-titled
Don’t Toss Us Away
Soap, Soup And Salvation
1989 - Maria McKee -self titled
Drinking In My Sunday Dress
2024 - Viva Lone Justice
Wade In The Water
2016 - Various - God Don’t Never Change - The Songs of Blind Willie Johnson
Let Your Light Shine On Me
Saturday, November 9, 2024
Sadness As A Gift (TOTR 480)
-originally aired on WTTU 88.5 FM The Nest on Saturday, November 9, 2024
-Listen to the archive here:
Stream episode Sadness As A Gift - TOTR 480 by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
Adrianne Lenker - Sadness As A Gift
Phoebe Bridgers - Garden Song
boygenius - Souvenir
Madi Diaz - Obsessive Thoughts
Mortimer Nyx - This is the End
R.E.M. - Find The River
Pearl Jam - Footsteps
Nirvana - Something In The Way
Chris Cornell - Before We Disappear
Radiohead - How To Disappear Completely
Frightened Rabbit - The Loneliness and the Scream
The National - This is the Last Time
Taylor Swift & Bon Iver - exile
Bon Iver - 22
Magnolia Electric Co. - Hammer Down
Silver Jews - I Remember Me
Sufjan Stevens - Death with Dignity
Iron & Wine - Passing Afternoon
Nick Drake - Pink Moon
Elliott Smith - Between the Bars
Big Star - Thirteen
Ray LaMontagne - Burn
Watchhouse - Golden Embers
Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack of Color
Father John Misty - When the God of Love Returns There’ll be Hell To PayLiv Green - I Can Be Grateful
Tuesday, November 5, 2024
She’s Not Like Other Girls: Getting down & getting-out-the-vote with Bertha, Nashville’s fabulous Grateful Drag band!!
-Grateful Dead, “U.S. Blues”
I had no idea how much I needed Bertha’s Grateful Drag “get out the vote” get-down, this past Saturday at the Basement East in Nashville. It was a musical rally welcomed by the flowery fringe of one of the most progressive neighborhoods in this otherwise wildly & sadly right-wing red-state.
To add to my anxiety & apprehension about the imminent presidential election, on Saturday, a cloud of grief suddenly shrouded my profession. I work in higher education, & this past week, four different Tennessee universities had seen four specific tragedies of death by suicide, including in Cookeville where I live & work. I had been on campus launching my weekly episode of Teacher On The Radio, in too close physical proximity to the place & time of our tragedy, & at the time, I didn’t even know what was going down. At my alma mater MTSU earlier in the week, a trans & queer student leader Serenity Birdsong died by suicide in the university library.
Given all this & more, getting to Nashville was mental medicine & needed distraction. At times of such strange & surreal sadness, I recall how the grief of the poet Rumi fueled so much fierce love verse. Rumi’s grief at losing his dear friend also fed his need to spin, to twirl, to dervish dance for literally hours on end. I have always likened this story in my heart to the Deadhead spinning tradition. So even on a packed venue floor, so close to the stage, I could shimmy & shake & spin, shaking off the mental health worries with full-body self-care. I brought all my grief, so much anxiety, but also so much dogged hope & determination to this iteration of Bertha, whose Nashville-based benefits for queer organizations, & to defy legalistic drag bans, have blown-up into a movement & a moment, even taking Nashville’s sweet secret on the road, to festivals & venues around the world.
From the first note, just after 8pm, until the end of the second set, when we sadly left, but with full hearts, just before the encore, at around 11pm, it was a dazzling & delicious dance into the Grateful Dead multiverse. An added anticipation for me was the convergence of worlds I have known for a long time colliding. For tonight’s show, Cannon County’s EGGPLANT Faerie Players were joining Bertha for some second set performance art. We’ve always known that “getting on the bus” was also like “joining the circus,” & well this time, thanks to Tom Foolery & Maxzine Cuisine, the circus arts were in full force, especially in the drippy trippy parts of the second set, when the goofy smiles on melted faces were entertained by EGGPLANT’s signature juggling antics & more. The rural queer arts of the “gayborhood” of which Maxzine & Tom have participated in for decades are a little known part of Tennessee culture that defy the stereotypes about what life is really like in the backwoods & down the backroads of the hills & hollers here .
Not only did the second set include all those EGGPLANT shenanigans, but it also included “Box of Rain,” as a nod to the recently deceased & original Grateful Dead member Phil Lesh. All those good things & a simply smoking setlist overall, were not all, though, with the early-November-specific activist-themes of the night hitting hardest. First, there were the wonderful motivational speeches spiced throughout the show from various activists. Then, during a sizzling late-set “Man Smart, Woman Smarter,” it turned into a full blown election rally, with a first-female president on everyone’s mind. Keep in mind, all the Berthas’ costumes were mostly-fashioned on the election-year “U.S. Blues” theme, as the Dead always brought their own weird brand of merry-prankster hippy-patriotism, & nothing like Grateful Drag queens to represent this at the star-spangly best.
ow those that know me know, the last thing they expect of Sunfrog is any form of rah-rah patriotism, but the joyful enthusiasm of this event brought it & in an entirely different way. So the band had passed out little American flags & rainbow flags, & by the climax of the second set, we were all waving them as we danced together. It was downright healing & hopeful, killing if only momentarily, so much doubt & cynicism. We were one voice for the better, least-harmful path forward. So Sunfrog & everyone else were waving those flags & waving them high, me-oh-my!
I have been attending Grateful Dead shows, Dead tribute shows, & Dead spinoff shows, such as Dead & Company, for some 37 years. Now to be clear, I am not even close to the most devout Deadhead that I know, but I am a Deadhead. From all those many, many experiences, I must say that I think that Bertha/Grateful Drag are bringing the most joyful, most specifically countercultural, most energetic version of this musical canon that I have ever had the pleasure to experience. This was my third Bertha show, & they have all been this good. The colors & costumes are such a feast for the eyes, the music is magically faithful to the tradition, while taking it to new places, & the embrace of comedy & LGBTQ positivity & empowerment are all simply on-point & stunning. Comparisons are silly, but this is probably the most unchecked fun & pure joy I have ever had at a Dead or Dead-adjacent show.
Andrew/Sunfrog
4 November 2024
Saturday, November 2, 2024
Walk Through Fire (TOTR 479)
-episode archive posted after the live show
-annual All Saints/All Souls/Halloween/Samhain edition. In honor of those that we have lost since this time last year, especially these artists:
Phil Lesh (1940-2024)
Wayne Kramer (1948-2024)
John Sinclair (1941-2024)
Kris Kristofferson (1936-2024)
Bernice Johnson Reagon (1942-2024)
Miko Marks & The Resurrectors - Trouble
Yola - Walk Through Fire
Brandi Carlile - Broken Horses
Liv Greene - Deep Feeler
Gillian Welch & David Rawlings - Hashtag
Gillian Welch & David Rawlings - Brokedown Palace
Grateful Dead - Box of Rain
Delicate Steve, Wayne Kramer, & MC5 - American Ruse
John Sinclair - That Old Man
Kris Kristofferson - Help Me Make It Through The Night
Mojo Nixon - If I Can Dream
Sweet Honey In The Rock - Breaths
Taylor Swift & Bon Iver - evermore
Bon Iver - AWARDS SEASON
Average Joey - No Thing
Jesse Welles - Let It Be Me
Roxanne McDaniel - A Song At A Time
Garrett T. Capps & NASA Country - Everyone is Everyone
Flamy Grant - Old Religion
Amythyst Kiah - People’s Prayer
Joy Oladokun - DUST/DIVINITY
Fantastic Negrito - This Little Light of Mine
Beyonce - AMEN
Allison Russell - Many Mansions
Kasey Chambers - A New Day Has Come
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Saturday, October 26, 2024
Excursions (TOTR 478)
-originally aired on WTTU 88.5 FM The Nest on Saturday, October 26, 2024
-Listen to the podcast archive here:
Stream episode Excursions - TOTR 478 by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
Netsky, Babl Lemmens, Daddy Waku, Chantal Kashala - Everybody Loves Sunshine
Alice Coltrane - Turiya & Ramakrishna
A Tribe Called Quest - Excursions
SHY FX & Liam Bailey - Soon Come
Eddie Palmieri - Vamonos Pa’l Monte
Flying Lotus & Kendrick Lamar - Never Catch Me
BADBADNOTGOOD & MF DOOM - The Chocolate Conquistadors
Arrested Development - Give A Man A Fish
Alfa Mist - Resolve
Yussef Kamaal - Strings of Light
KAYTRANADA - LITE SPOTS
Makaya McCraven - Tranquility
Dorothy Ashby - Come Live With Me
Hiatus Kaiyote - Blood and Marrow
Khruangbin - First Class
Bob Marley & the Wailers - War
Nuyorican Soul & Jocelyn Brown - I Am The Black Gold Of The Sun
Miles Davis - Maiysha (So Long)
Saturday, October 12, 2024
Even Here, Even Now (TOTR 477)
-listen to the archive here:
Kula Shaker - Happy Birthday
Blitzen Trapper - Hello Hallelujah
Damh the Bard - Something Beautiful
Cloud Cult - I Am A Force Field
Phosphorescent - The World Is Ending
Amythyst Kiah & S.G. Goodman - Play God And Destroy The World
Barnstar! - While The World Goes Mad All Around You
The Decemberists - Never Satisfied
MJ Lenderman - Rip Torn
Wild Pink - Disintegrate
The Smile - Colours Fly
The Collection - Rain It Down
Coldplay w/ Little Simz, Burna Boy, Elyanna, TINI - We Pray
The Heavy Heavy - Dirt
Lori McKenna & Stephen Wilson Jr. - The Tunnel
Erin Rae - Candy & Curry
Gregory Alan Isakov - If I Go, I’m Goin’
Ray Lamontagne - Step Into Your Power
Caamp - By & By
Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - River (Live)
Hurray for the Riff Raff - Ogallala
Shovels & Rope - Dass Hymn
The Dead Tongues - Even Here, Even Now
Saturday, October 5, 2024
Southern Gothic Cowgal (TOTR 476)
Stream episode Southern Gothic Cowgal - TOTR 476 by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
Saturday, September 28, 2024
Space And Time (TOTR 475)
-listen to the audio archive here:
Stream episode Space and Time - TOTR 475 by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
Ben Folds - Late
The Chambers Brothers - Time Has Come Today
The Guess Who - No Time
Jim Croce - Time in a Bottle
Prince - Sign O’ the Times
Harry Styles - Sign of the Times
Bright Eyes & Matt Berninger - The Time I Have Left
Nathaniel Rateliff & the Night Sweats - Time Makes Fools of Us All
Susto - Time, Love & Fun
Sublime - Doin’ Time
Tom Petty - Time To Move On
Carbon Leaf - Time Is The Playground
John Moreland - No Time
Zach Bryan - Quittin Time
The Karpinka Brothers - Heaven Help Me Through The Hard Times
Tyler Childers - Hard Times
S.G. Goodman - Space And Time
The Cactus Blossoms - Every Time I Think About You
Justin Townes Earle - Maybe A Moment
Willie Watson - Already Gone
Ray LaMontagne - It Takes Me Back
Hurray for the Riff Raff - Buffalo
Parker Millsap - Running on Time
Father John Misty - I Guess Time Just Makes Fools Of Us All
Iron & Wine - Time After Time
Saturday, September 14, 2024
Halfway Home (TOTR 474)
-the 17th anniversary edition with songs across the last 17 years
-inaugural episode was 9/11/2007
-advance apologies for all the technical difficulties
-thanks to former WTTU program director Kassi Thomas for the guest shoutout
-audio archive:
Stream episode Halfway Home - TOTR 474 - 17th Anniversary Episode by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
2007
[The National - Fake Empire did not make it into the final cut, although it does get announced in the first talk-back as if it were]
TV On The Radio - Halfway Home
Wilco - Side with the Seeds
2008
Fleet Foxes - Blue Ridge Mountains
My Morning Jacket - Smokin From Shootin
R.E.M. - Supernatural Superserious
2009
U2 - Stand Up Comedy
2010
The Black Keys - Everlasting Light
2011
The Decemberists - Don’t Carry It All
2012
Mumford & Sons - I Will Wait
2013
Vampire Weekend - Everlasting Arms
2014
Dawes - All Your Favorite Bands
2015
Jason Isbell - Speed Trap Town
2016
The Avett Brothers - True Sadness
2017
The Collection - Sing of the Moon
Tyler Childers - Universal Sound
2018
Brandi Carlile - Every Time I Hear That Song
Father John Misty - Please Don’t Die
2019
Ondara - Lebanon
2020
Possessed By Paul James - When It Breaks
2021
Langhorne Slim - Morning Prayer
2022
Adeem The Artist - Painkillers & Magic
Willi Carlisle - Your Heart’s A Big Tent
Florence & The Machine - Free
2023
Susto - Rock On
Zach Bryan with The War & Treaty - Hey Driver
Tuesday, September 10, 2024
Sweet, spooky, & surreal: the fabulous country-folk fringe of Sierra Ferrell
When Sierra Ferrell finally came into focus from past the edges of my peripheral vision, she was draped in flowers. A friend was at her Ryman show, & suddenly I asked myself why I wasn’t there. I am definitely not averse to something so deeply old-time, but I had not yet sipped from her cauldron of joy, all potion & passion.
For me from those first looks & first listens & now falling hard into forever fandom, Sierra will always be that voice & sound, but she is also everything that surrounds the sound: aura & ambiance, vibes & visions, the total & complete package, as much the siren of floral synergy, the bell-ringer of blossoms & blooms, a botanical salve & effervescent essence sure to heal what hurts & fill it with sudden & surreal sonic hope.
Sierra comes from the traveler scene: hitch-hiking, train-hopping, rubber tramping, & busking at the street-corner forever party. Reminds me of watching & rewatching Wild & Into The Wild & my own traveling itch back in those eternal 1990s, the 90s that recalled the 1930s. Now seems a prescient time for all the tropes to resurface so profoundly.
Early in 2024, I was still reeling from the lyrics of Hurray For The Riff Raff’s recent retelling of America from the road. No longer some Kerouac-meets-Frodo bromance. No, these are “sisters of the road,” like I once read about in Boxcar Bertha back in my own transient road-tripping. As Alynda Segarra breaks past the binary, maybe we should say siblings of the road in the big circus tent I had already convened in, to kick off the year at the communes of Critterland, with a troubadour like Willi Carlisle. There’s no mistaking why these are my favorite records of the year, in part because they all conjure those prayers said in tents by candlelight & sung around campfires that lasted until pink predawn slipping into sunrise.
All these pieces are of a piece--country folk revivals on the fringes. Then, someone sent me the CBS Sunday morning micro-documentary of Sierra Ferrell’s roots & rise. She left poverty & pills in the West Virginia hills to hobo & busk here & there & everywhere, & especially in places like train towns in Utah or on the wistfully wicked streets of New Orleans. Every Sierra song is infused with such railroading roughness yet wrapped in the sweet sweetness of her flowery fashion & shimmering voice over such swinging sounds. Sure, it’s folk & country & Americana, but it’s also blues, jazz, ragtime, swing, & all of these are parts of the overall freakshow medicine show aura. The fringe vibe never leaves the frame. We’re all inside the spooky psychedelic hall of mirrors, like teens rolling or shrooming at the county fair.
But we need not glorify or romanticize her early independence & interdependence in what could be a traumatizing scene. In multiple interviews, I have heard her convey her near-death-experiences brought about by drug abuse. On one podcast, she recounted a vodka bender that bled into a physical fight with an ex, smashing his head with her guitar, he leaving her with broken bones & finally in a women’s shelter. Now that I am familiar with her story, it still gives me chills, for all the angels & unlikely miracles that watched over Sierra Ferrell to pull her through. I listened to a radio host say, “You give me the chills. It gives me the chills to tell you that you give me the chills.” That kind of spiritual energy is so freely available in Sierra’s performances & interviews, if only we will receive.
It’s tempting to get cute or trite about such a shero as this & her inspiring recovery story, to make her into the Netflix equivalent of an “after school special.” But don’t; the perils of addiction & abuse still haunt & taunt on the periphery. In the many conversations I have listened to or watched, Sierra maintains a happiness & gratitude & self-deprecating humor. She’s not that kind of super-serious performer that needs us to take her seriously. Just see how the compassion falls from her mouth, whether banter between songs or in these longer podcast formats. Sierra Ferrell is a beacon of outward & inward light, of care & self-care.
From my most recent show with her at the Evanston Folk Fest on the beach of Lake Michigan, her brief banter bespoke beloved community. It’s like each bit is a dopamine dose, an essential affirmation. She reminds us to self-love, not as selfishness but as a mirror to a wider compassion. Heck, she also asked everyone to go read the Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz. Not every night, our favorite performers assign homework, but I for one can abide such nudges.
Sierra Ferrell is humbly & hopefully self-making her own myth, not that far afield from pop phenomena like Taylor & Beyonce & Chappell Roan, but more so deeply aligned with Nashville, Bakersfield, & every Honky Tonk or Dollar Bill bar in-between. Her music soars & we soar with it. A trance that can translate to everyday joy. A flight into the stars that is also always grounded on this holy ground.
[photos from the Evanston Folk Fest, 9-7-2024]
Wednesday, September 4, 2024
The Collection’s Last Tour - The Emotional Mindfulness Singalong That You Didn’t Know You Needed & Now
Saturday, August 31, 2024
We Carry On (TOTR 473)
-special guest interview & co-host Matthew Black
Matthew Black - Everything is Terrible and No One is Okay
Matthew Black - I Will Hold Your Hand
Interview segment with Matthew Black
Extreme - More Than Words
Yusuf/Cat Stevens - Moonshadow
Billy Joel - She’s Got a Way
Paul Simon - Outrageous
The Innocence Mission - When Mac Was Swimming
The Beatles - If I Fell
Interview Segment with Matthew Black
Matthew Black - The Day That Leonard Cohen Died
Matthew Black - A Long Time Coming
Matthew Black - All I Need
Indigo Girls - Get Out The Map
Joe Pug - Hymn #101
Paul Simon - Rene and Georgette Magritte with Their Dog After the War
Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day
Simon & Garfunkel - Keep the Customer Satisfied
Amanda Palmer & the Grand Theft Orchestra - Lost
The Avett Brothers - January Wedding
Matthew Black - We Carry On
Matthew Black - Rest Your Head
Peter Gabriel & Soweto Gospel Choir - Down to Earth
Crosby, Stills & Nash - Helplessly Hoping
Joe Pug - Exit
Saturday, August 24, 2024
Sweet Tea (TOTR 472)
Saturday, August 17, 2024
You Don't Understand Me (TOTR 471)
-originally aired on WTTU 88.5 FM The Nest on Saturday, August 17, 2024
-you can listen to the audio archive here: Stream episode You Don't Understand Me - TOTR 471 by Teacher On The Radio podcast | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
The Raconteurs - You Don't Understand Me
Jack White - Bless Yourself
[conversation with guest Rick Quinn]
Jack White - What's The Rumpus?
Son House - Death Letter Blues
David Johansen & The Harry Smiths - Oh Death
Bob Dylan - One More Cup of Coffee
The White Stripes - Sugar Never Tasted So Good
The Raconteurs - Top Yourself (Bluegrass version)
Jack White - Sittin' On Top of The World
Led Zeppelin - The Girl I Love She Got Long Black Wavy Hair
MC5 - Looking at You
The Gories - Be Nice
Soledad Brothers - Going Back To Memphis
The Greenhornes - Wake Me, Shake Me
The Go - Summer Sun Blues
Blanche - Garbage Picker
The White Stripes - Rag and Bone
The Raconteurs - Store Bought Bones
The Dead Weather - I Cut Like a Buffalo
Jack White - I'm Shakin'
Jack White - Old Scratch Blues
Jack White - It's Rough On Rats (If You're Asking)
Jack White - Archbishop Harold Holmes
Jack White - Love is Selfish
Jack White - A Tree on Fire from Within
The White Stripes - My Doorbell
The White Stripes - 300 M.P.H. Torrential Outpour Blues
Monday, August 5, 2024
Show some love for the opening band: a reflective rant, remembrance, & plea for respect
Recently, my friend & one of my favorite regional folk singers hired a backing band & borrowed an RV to go out on tour as the opening act for one of my other favorite artists, a truly remarkable songwriter & ace guitarist, with a deep catalog & stable career of countless streams & regularly packed mid-size venues. A few weeks before that, they were opening for an even more successful country star at massive amphitheaters.
At some of these shows on both tours, the crowds were disrespectful of my friend, & sometimes my friend would get really rattled by that fact. Their interaction with rude fans made some fans uncomfortable & the topic got some traffic on Instagram, & my friend wrote a reflection on the entire experience for their Patreon.
I doubt I can convince anyone not to talk during the show or to be more respectful of the opening artists, but I want to talk about it. I want to talk about my love & respect for the opening bands who go out on tour as support for the more popular artists.
While it should not matter, because all opening acts deserve respect, love, & good compensation, I should probably name names. With this story, it’s about my friend who performs as Adeem the Artist (they/them), & I should note that they are an openly queer artist. In this instance, they were opening for Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit in Dallas, after an extended western jaunt that included Montana, the PNW, & northern Cali.
I already know from following them on the socials & belonging to their fan group on Facebook that this tour has included multiple vehicle mishaps & emergency repairs. I don’t know how much their monetary take is each night, but since Adeem hired a full band (as opposed to often working solo acoustic), all this affirms my honest guess that Adeem was losing money on this tour. Opening acts obviously understand the transaction that exists for the wider exposure & the hope to make new fans & sell merch.
Here is an extended excerpt of their reflection; I share it all, because it’s important:
“Sure, let’s talk about it. Last night in Dallas after we played middle of a heart, I tried to tell a heartfelt story of a human interaction I’d had last time I was in Dallas. People got louder to speak over me so I stopped the story and played a song instead. How am I going to tell a story if I keep getting interrupted with people chattering at my volume level?
A couple songs later, in the middle of Rotations, the talking and laughter escalated to the point of distraction for even me.
This is a job I like and want to have but it’s taxing. I’m away from my family for almost a month and we’re driving somewhere upwards of 10 hours a day then unloading and setting the stage and checking the sounds and setting up the merch and then the set and then we touch each other and hug and say hi and I write weird little notes on your records.
Sometimes we’re waking up at 5 am after sleeping at 2 am. Again, it’s labor we love to do and it’s a privilege to have the work. However, that’s the condition I’m in last night: road worn, away from my family, feeling the weight of injustice, of political pandering to war criminals juxtaposed against protests in the streets.
So, when people’s volume escalated so far above mine in the midst of a song about my kid who I miss so much it hurts, I snapped. People paid money to be in this theatre. We drove a long way to be here. We have 40 minutes. Please don’t shit on the art for those 40 minutes.
It’s disrespectful to the artist & to the art form & it’s disrespectful to the experience of the other people who also paid their hard earned money to be here and feel all of these feelings and be in the room together in shared space for a moment.”
Reading this story reminded me of another situation with a queer opening artist, thirty years ago. Let’s rewind to Thanksgiving weekend 1994, I was a 27-year-old college senior & local journalist, & found myself backstage in the cavernous catacombs of Cobo Hall. Yes, that Cobo Hall of Detroit Rock City & KISS ALIVE renown. This was one of the many Almost Famous moments I had as a young writer, six years before that film was released.
A gritty pop punk band that had emerged from the East Bay DIY oasis that was the Gilman Street scene in Berkeley was suddenly all over our commercial “alternative” radio 89X in Detroit, & the bleachers were brimming with white teenagers from the suburbs. Not long ago though, Lookout Records was sending me the vinyl of their first record, because I edited a hippypunk fanzine of modest notoriety. Then, they were gigging at our tiny concrete storefront punk clubhouse the 404, a much smaller & scrappier version of Gilman Street. That band, of course, is Green Day.
When the smash album Dookie hit, everything changed. The explosion from underground to ubiquitous was seemingly overnight, & Green Day continues to boast a wildly successful career without compromising the anti-authoritarian values of their earliest days.
I wasn’t at Cobo that night to cover Green Day, though. I had already been writing for our local alt-weekly about the opening band Pansy Division, an unapologetically queer punk group that was part of the fledgling “homocore” movement. I was there to meet & hang out with the singer Jon Ginoli. Their gleeful cover of the Nirvana staple reimagined as “Smells Like Queer Spirit” is catchy & courageous & stands the test of time. I can also hear their song “Femme in a Black Leather Jacket” as fresh as ever.
The Bay Area had a queer punk scene, & we had developed our own solidarity with that at 404, then the Trumbull Theater (later known as the Trumbullplex). About 5 years before that night, I spent about a month living in the aforementioned East Bay, & one day we headed over to the city for an all day punk show sponsored by the Homocore fanzine. It was headlined by Fugazi, but the second act on the bill was Operation Ivy. The live sets were beyond thrilling & mesmerizing. It was pure punk rock bliss. Down the card, Dave Dictor of MDC did an acoustic set in drag as Box Car Darla. The sense of community at that show, like at many of our 404 shows, was more than welcoming & affirming, it was the new inclusive utopia that we were fighting for in the rest of the world.
The LGBTQ rights movements of the early 90s felt so vital & visionary & real. The sacrifices & activism of the Gay community during AIDS, despite tragic inaction from too many sectors, wrought a fierce militancy & loving community. It’s not like homophobia wasn’t real & murderous but the movement seemed so determined & so hopeful. Because I believed in the moral arc of the universe trending towards justice, I really couldn’t have imagined that 30 years later, we would be experiencing another anti-queer panic, the bigoted backlash that we continue to see to this day.
I say all this to give added context to the shockingly awful reaction that Pansy Division received at Cobo Hall that night.
Years later, frontperson Ginoli remembers: “Actually, when we started out, we were well accepted in our native San Francisco. Up until we started getting in front of mainstream audiences. It wasn't until we got the tour with Green Day that things got weird. They gave us such an opportunity to play in front of big crowds. But their audiences weren't as accepting as ours were. We came to play Detroit, in a big arena. Now, there was always a mixed reaction when we opened for them. But that night, everybody turned on us. There was constant booing and throwing things.”
Billy Joe Armstrong was aware of all that. Check out this bit from The Advocate in 1995: "I think Pansy Division is the kind of band that saves people's lives, "Armstrong says matter-of-factly. "They're catchy, and they're really educational. They're honest about their sexuality, and that saves lives. Sometimes it gets kind of ugly because there are a lot of ignorant dorks out in the audience, and they start throwing shit at Pansy Division," he continues, discussing the tour. "I was kind of discouraged watching the audience flip them off. I kept thinking, Shit, these people are the people who are here to see us?"
Later that cool November night in Detroit, Pansy Division parked their rented U-Haul box truck at the Trumbullplex where a bunch of us lived. This gritty DIY anarcho-punk counter-institution has been a part of the Detroit scene for decades. We lived there, we booked shows there, we had vegetarian potlucks there, my kid took their first steps there, we had a massive ‘zine library there. It was part of a national movement of community centers & autonomous zones & underground venues that were all across the continent.
Hanging with Ginoli, he shared that Pansy Division only got $500 per night on that tour. No wonder they wanted to stay at the punk house instead of a motel. No idea how much of that 500 went into food, gas, & the rental truck but it wasn’t free. No idea what the receipts for Cobo would be back then or what Green Day’s cut was, but then as now, the opening band position can be a kind of internship, with all the economic realities that this implies. When we see even modestly successful artists, I think we might have the idea they have it made in the shade, as far as finances go. But for upstart acts in all sectors of the scene, the struggle & hustle are real.
Rude audience behavior traverses every genre, age group, demographic. But I do want to note, though, that hearing of Adeem’s experiences opening for Isbell, it immediately made me think of Pansy Division opening for Green Day, different generations of queer artists abiding their visibility & values no matter the cisgender heteronormative realities we might encounter out on the road.
But with folkies talking sensitive truths between songs, it only becomes more obvious. Loud music might drown out the defiantly oblivious, who have to shout into their friends’ ears to be heard over the din.
When I was only in middle school, I saw the Rolling Stones at the Richfield Coliseum near Cleveland. Etta James opened the show. I was not the only white suburban teenager in attendance who did not understand the importance of the Stones bringing Black blues artists out on tour with them. Now even after decades of studying this stuff as a fan & even scholar, the relationships remain problematic. The Stones should be required to pay some kind of reparations in their choice of opening acts, but not unlike with Pansy Division’s paltry cut opening for Green Day, the Stones were reputed to never pay their openers very well at all.
But in a very different way, the Stones were the interns to the likes of Etta James, not the other way around. Issues of gender, race, class, & economic exploitation are always there, whether or not we want to see them. These days, after the passing of Charlie Watts, the Stones hired a Black drummer in Steve Jordan. But they call him the “touring drummer” & exclude him from band photos.
I find talkers at shows to be the worst, not just for the artists, but for my experience of the show as a fellow fan. We all have our unique triggers & pet peeves, because cell phone use, for example, doesn’t trigger me like the jabbering does. But for the low pay that many opening acts earn & the extra hacks & hustles they endure to make it work, the very least that audiences could do is shut up & listen & buy some of the openers’ merch if it is in the personal budget.
Hope this meditation & rant isn’t too provocative, keeping in mind that it’s just from one superfan’s perspective, a fan & part-time rarely-paid music journalist who breaks the Almost Famous code & tries to make friends with the band, at least the opening band.
Andrew/Sunfrog
August 2024